Today is the 21st of December, everyone around me is in Christmas cheer. Every blog is sending it's wishes, even my co-workers are sending Christmas E-mails. Christmas is Coming.
And i just realized i hate Christmas...
It's a sad realization really, i used to love Christmas, every little and tiniest aspect of it, all the crazy decorations, the false holiday joy, everything!
And now i don't...
I haven't made a single purchase yet... in other years i'd be usually done by the first week of December... I don't understand it really, i've been avoiding even thinking about it...
Christmas Denial in a way...
I've comforted myself with thinking "I'll do all my shopping on the 22nd!"
But that's tomorrow and i'm not even close to ready for that, not really...
I have no idea who i'll be shopping for or what.
And that's not even the scariest part!!
The scariest part is that i vowed i would give to some dear friend handmade gifts...
AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON THOSE YET!!!!!!!!!
I feel really disappointed with myself this year.
:(
Everybody deserved better...
Nothing but a lump of coal for me this year...
Vá linda, toca a animar. Não te deixes abater por esta euforia maluca.
ReplyDeleteE faz só o que te apetecer, e não o que os outros acham que deves fazer.
Beijinhos grandes.
Não és obrigada a andar cheia de espírito natalício só porque os outros andam, e há sempre uns anos melhores que outros. Toca a animar, vá!
ReplyDeleteQuanto às prendas, o que te digo é que a melhor prenda que podes dar é a tua amizade e a tua presença. Falo por mim, mas de certeza que mta gente mais pensa como eu.
Força!!! Jinhosssss
Faço minhas as palavras da C. Não quero prendas nenhumas, a vossa companhia e amizade é mais que suficiente! E vais ver que 2007 vai ser muito melhor que este ano! :o)
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